Moment of Silence

It's been more than a year since I moved to Melbourne. And, within months, we will go back to Indonesia. Time flies.. Yes, time flies until finally you stuck realize what you've done to make every moment so precious...

Writing, I believe is one of many ways of reflection. I'm glad that today I decided to write something as a media of reflection.

In this time, I'm seeing that every moment spent like a curve, there're ups and downs. There are moment that I was so weak, didn't have a positive energy to start a morning, and constantly keep the negativity until night comes. But, there're moment of glories. Moments of victorious, when I was able to wake up early in the morning, put my biggest smile to my beloved ones, and close the day with gratitude.

I wished I could achieve victory every moment in my life as a mum and wife here.. But I don't....

Be a winner, be a perfect mum, be a professional worker, be a successful student, it's all the hope that I can list down right now I guess. And when I started to narrow it down with steps of what-to-do to achieve, I may find boundaries. And again, if I failed, I become so frustrated.

It's important for me to have a moment of silence. A moment where I let my self silent, and think as simple as possible to get back on track. 


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